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I wish I could write the most amazing blog post that would have people talking and sharing it and somehow land me a book deal. But even as I type this, I think of Pearl Jam's song Wishlist and for a moment I am sad as I remember that one time that I don't let myself think of anymore. Then I replay the song in my mind as I think of all the things I wish for. All the things I wish I had. And how I wish yesterday had gone differently and how I wish my kids behaved and that their father didn't yell and how I wish I had an answer for what was wrong with me.  I wish I didn't want to write this to try to prove something.

But Eddie reminds me that I wish I was as fortunate, as fortunate as me...

I am blessed - I truly am.

It's just hard to remember that sometimes.

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